the internet is my haven
i am THE most boring and awkward person in real life
im even more awkward than the fact the word "awkward" has two double- u's in it
pretty sure i could even override your insomnia and put you to sleep
(only forever this time)
that is, in the unlikely event we will ever see each other face to face like i dream of
was i made this way?
my parent went out and bought titanium molds i can never break out of
i transcend all social barriers
normal may well be overrated, but i pine for a day of feeling average
rather just feeling down and used
im a puppet on the strings for the gods
their hyena-esque laughter kills me like THEY do
i live for the weekends but not as my friends do
they get high and smashed
i just study and lurk and just exist and i fucking hate it more than you would
(exams over soon, then summer, and although i will always be a winter kind of girl its nice to have time off school to do stuff and fucking
feel alive!)
but i got PLANS for the holidays...
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