cracked lips
oh, i only miss that jawline of yours
you thought i would be so lonely without you that i would wilt and die
but truth be told i have always been alone
used to feeling like a corpse in the early morning
playing radiohead on a poorly tuned guitar
i guess this is also when i am at my brightest
(and ill shine for myself and no one else)
as always, life is still a bitter pill to swallow
forever being treated like an adult or like a child
i can only handle the world and everyone in it in one hour increments
time to st-st-stutter out another apology, like,
"so sorry to everyone that ever cared,
i was never worth either the time or the effort"
fuck.
i wish i didnt feel so fundamentally broken.
despite all of the above, i am having a good year so far.
but then again, any year is better in comparison to last year.
you thought i would be so lonely without you that i would wilt and die
but truth be told i have always been alone
used to feeling like a corpse in the early morning
playing radiohead on a poorly tuned guitar
i guess this is also when i am at my brightest
(and ill shine for myself and no one else)
as always, life is still a bitter pill to swallow
forever being treated like an adult or like a child
i can only handle the world and everyone in it in one hour increments
time to st-st-stutter out another apology, like,
"so sorry to everyone that ever cared,
i was never worth either the time or the effort"
fuck.
i wish i didnt feel so fundamentally broken.
despite all of the above, i am having a good year so far.
but then again, any year is better in comparison to last year.