and i find it kinda funny in that this isnt a plea for attention, its just to let you know i am beginning to accept my fate.
in other news i have found someone else- rather than you- to obsess over. its someone just as messed up as i am. we sorta just hang and talk about our personality flaws and how we are in love with them. its great. actually its amazing. i just gotta bite the bullet and share the inside of my head/heart/guts. and hopefully this time when i (eventually) get rejected, the carpet of self-confidence wont get ripped out from under my feet so hard this time. you made me eat the pavement.
but i thank you; you made me who i am today. i am over it and moving on.
are you proud of me?
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