"Shut your fucking face, or i'll smack you so hard in the mouth you'll be shitting out your wisdom teeth!"

Failure above the belt

my middle finger is stuck up at the world
fuck the kids
fuck the teachers
fuck the whole damn school
my mind is a blur but i love it
it equals the shakes in my hands everytime we exchange words
its usually ends up like a "heyhowareyougottogobyeloveyou"
even though i never mean it
thats the reason i have a energy drink 3xdaily
to make for the energy i lose trying to be normal
for once in my goddamn life i would kill to be laughed with not at
you think i love this? take a walk on a tightrope with your eyes and
ears shut.
dont listen to the boos and fuck yous
"good night, baby, sleep tight,
coz im gonna suffocate you with your blanket tonight!"

"let me serenade you! i wrote about drugs, sex, cigarettes x booze. i know the ups/downs of each one... to tell you the truth i may have a problem"

i take an ambien with a mouth full of adjectives
cap it off with adverbs and a handfull of laxatives
im not kidding when i say this world will swallow you whole
its true
itll send you back to your teenage
bedroom, licking your wounds
howl at the moon
this aint a fucking solo its mission from God
i know he hates me but my alter ego spits "fuck you, you dont know shit"
and while we are on the subject of violent outbursts and blasphemy
"i love you" just isnt a same with beer in hand
i wish i was made of slugs and snails and puppy dog tails
then id have a half decent excuse for always falling apart

Chainsaw love with all the accompanied mellodrama

it takes than glue to heal all wounds
will you stitch smiles onto all my scars?
feeling fragile pulses beneath bruised skin
shadow framed cheeks from the harsh sunlight
hearts thump to the deadbeat in a cemetaries
i love those mornings where we stay in bed till 4 in the afternoon
and we are so caught up in each other we dont know where you start and i end
i want nothing more than to be wrapped in your skin
ive wasted so many words and fucked it up when ive only meant well
to tell you the truth you are something of a mystery and i was enthralled from the beginning
i wish you would only smile when you meant it and i wish you would sleep better
dreams with me and you under city lights, even if the skylines are different
"it aint love but its got the same rush from heart to crotch"

Well fuck.

i don't even get your second-hand breath, let alone the love with it.

tongues for kissing and hands for caressing

An Ode to the Pretty Pretty Kids with the Tired Tired Eyes‏

close but no cigar
so heres a cigarette instead
getting tobacco kicks behind the school's tennis courts
stiff upper lip "no" till i saw your tear-stained baby doll face
then i melted a little
like break a sweat, broke a drought
break a mother's back with footsteps on the pavement crack
i never cry thanks to a salt buildup in my ducts
opening sleep stiched eyes with a yawn to a sleeping face
the pills dont work when you make cameos in my dreams
made a noose with my sheets right up next to the phone
waiting till 11:11 to make a wish you would call and confess everything to me
kick out the chair beneath my feet
and kiss black and blue lips
suicidal wishes with a tendancy to become reality
wanna shut me up?
just put me the fuck to bed.
i want to sleep inside love
between rooster teeth and real love and dinosaur bones and you.