to whom this may concern...

my head or my hearts gonna explode
mind over (you dont) matter
excluding souls like kids in the playground
but schools out for summer
lets go down to the beach and put all our problems in the bottles
watch them float at sea to forget the fights between us
(there's something therapeutic about salty air...)
sometimes i just wanna push you off a bridge and watch you sink
but most of the time i just want to be wrapped up in your arms again
insecure little children never grow up
we are The Lost Boys
no matter how much i hate to admit it but i needed you since day one
i dont deserve you in my life
you are too good for me
please,
i love you.
broken smiles and pixiedust
maybe one day ill meet you in neverland
"two stars to the right and straight on till mornin'!"

"Take a hike, buddy- and by that i dont mean hitchhiking."

im the narrator in the story of my life
but you have the starring role
i hope you get blinded by red carpet lights
when im watching you on tv (acceptance speech blues, baby)
i hope the words are like glass shards in your mouth
because every note from your lips
is a knife to my wrist
the day you won over the crowd is marked
on my calender with a big black cross
this is not a school girl crush-
just a story from a Kid that wants to warn you-
this Story isnt for the faint at heart
these America's Suitehearts and
Prima Donnas Of The Gutters and
Front Cover Honeys arent role models for your children
so lets start a new fad
of getting back at those who stole your well deserved limelight

Blue Murder

let me shoot a bullet through a flock of crows

im sorry im a little "scatter-brained",

but what pieces you can find will be your host for this evening
(gotta rock and) roll with the punches
every hit aimed where it hurts
coz you were asking for it and i aim to please
so i ask you to fill out this feedback sheet
give me your hand me down dreams/second hand wishes
and we will call it a night
stage mums give me back my life
(grown ups who turned 13)
im going the wrong way
down a one way street
but i might just like it
(where ever i end up)